Sadie (shimarisu) wrote in fatherless,

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I hope everybody had a good father's day, at least as good as they can be. I know they can be pretty aweful, I've gone through it for 18 years now. I got to visit my father's grave by myself for the first time ever, so I finally got to talk to him by myself. It seems funny to talk to him there, when I don't really believe he is there, at least not his spirit. But it's like I'm closer to him because I'm closer to him physically.

Today is my 18th birthday, and it makes me sad that he isn't here. And that he hasn't been able to be here for any of them. It doesn't help that father's day was yesterday to remind me of this.
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